I may have it all wrong

Recently it occurred to me that I may have read God all wrong.  Generally this is the part when I would use the D word. Instead I will keep it classy.  As far as I can remember I have heard people say that “everything happens for a reason”.  Some say that things that happen are in God’s will or according to his purpose.  Others may say “the Lord will reveal it.” I ask, “who told them that?”  “We need to talk.”

Right now the way that I understand my life is that either I suffer from an undiagnosed mental illness that makes me incapable of understanding God’s will or I am destined to live my life beneath HIS privilege.  Today sitting on my bed in 2019, I am still there.


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